I was ~depressed because:
· I still haven’t found someone to love—or even to hookup with
· I wasn’t drunk
· those in A-haus who were drunk never asked me if I wanted to join
But I now realize where my support group lies—Andrea, Mailyn, Kai, Qihan, Conner, Ava et. al—I’ll find romance (or lust) soon and a group of friends and things to do and places to drink—it just takes time.
And I know I need to stay with the Lord and trust him—and hard as it is, I will
Ha! Horny already :P, and looking for alcohol...
ReplyDeleteSo this is what Americans were thinking back then... I was still in "omg this place is so new and cool and everybody's nice and so different from what I imagined!!" mode. I think not going to visit or Admit Weekend actually really helps your Stanford experience.
It blows my mind that I was thinking all of that this early in the year. Classes hadn't even been going for a week!
ReplyDeleteI think I was in the "omg this place is so new and cool and everybody's nice and so different from what I imagined!!" mode through mid-winter quarter, those just weren't the most pressing thoughts in my writing. ^_^
Winter-quarter slump is soon to come, though!