Sunday, September 26, 2010

13:13

It’s amazing how quickly a week/3 weeks have gone by.

At the moment, considering dropping the 3 unit public speaking course I’m enrolled in because:

• I don’t feel like thinking of a 2-3 minute “narrative” to tell—and I have to practice it before 3 PM tomorrow, when I have an appointment with a tutor
• It runs from 7:30-10 on Wednesdays
• I kind of want to take things easy this quarter
• I’d like to apply for a column in the Daily and run for Frosh Council rep on the ASSU

I’m going to stick with it for at least another week, I think.

I went to a gay Happy House on Fri—it was my first (and only alc so far). It was the focus/spark of my day from Wed, when I found out about it until I got there.

But I felt shy and went straight for the vodka . Alternated between following X around and ignoring him; unsuccessfully tried to entire a circle. Befriended a drunk girl who was also shy.

Biked with [X] back to FloMo, met [Y] a gay frosh from [Z] (hot); chilled for ~an hour --> drink with the heteronormal party crew of Alondra --> LGBT Center with [X] and [Y].

Wanted to dance close and slow with [Y]—or close and fast. Couldn’t muster up the courage—did ~at end—awk. 

Next day (ieri), while [Y] @ Scavenger Hunt, left my $ under his door—no response. Feel awk again.